Regret?

Something that you really want to do, something you want to fulfil, something that you desire. It will eat you up someday If you don't really settle or make peace with it. It is totally fine to sometimes not carry it through. What is not fine is that thinking you should have done this and that in the past so that you might turn out to be much better than you are right now is Wrong. Such Regrets, we don't need it in here. In this moment, and the future. Just know that you have this moment and start living. Start doing and go for what you want. Slow and steady. You live and you move. Stop looking back and not do nothing.

Its not easy to fight with our own self, you can give yourself time and period doing so and just know you can end it as well. You have the power to be fully in charge of yourself. Put a deadline so it won't drag much longer. It's not always easy but it is that simple. You don't want again to look back after 2 years and see the same thing. 

Let's take a moment and take a deep breath.. Alhamdulillah.

It will be fine InsyaAllah.