Ok so let's cut it short that you are now so far from each other and now no longer involved with each other's lives anymore and you can't reasoned it and it just happen so that way. Each one of us probably gone through this at least once in their lifetime. So you might relate to this I hope I'm not the only one.
Every time you reminded of them it hurts so much. Even only for a seconds I can feel the pain burning inside of me sometimes electrifying and I'm not really sure where does it hurts. I hope it's not coming from my organ. I tried my best to live a decent life the thought of having physical pain is not a good thing. Since I can't help myself to not think of you make it harder to not feel that burns, even just for a seconds. Funny, because i love staying late at night but these days I try hard to fall asleep as early as i can. Because you know why, I can't bear the thought of you coming linger at me at every possible night and I can't help it but to feel SAD. I don't want to feel it but I can't stop it. Tonight I just let it coming thru and it keep me up and made me overthink hence I need to pour this out tonight. Hopefully it will gets better. Yes it will. Just not yet.
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