Night thoughts

For me, everything will never be the same, the new never be good as the old one. Every part of it. Back then, we were so insanely open and innocent at the first place that we give all in, those contacts we've made with people which literally never crossed in our mind wondering where it's going to take us, where does it lead. We don't mind with break ups or being broken because we were so bustle for fun and more. Yes, it's true by going through it we've lived we've grown  we've learned we've fought we've figured we've tried we've cried we've failed we've accepted, how we are better than before, and who we are now because of the past. Experiencing all these make us wiser and deliberately considered on choices we may take. But what if the past scared you to even move on with new? You don't trust that much, you think too much, and it is even harder to let people in, because you've now know it better. 

Also, it's even better when you are starting to know your worth.

Some even say, you should be glad, cherish the wounds it symbolizes you had an intense life after all. Just because it happened you took it as a reason to lock yourself... That's just silly isn't? They say time will heal your wounds. Even if you keep it closed, don't stop giving out love for people and be generous. Slowly it helps to open your heart. 

I'd advise when things get complicated what I'd always keep in mind is my family. I can go to them whenever I feel like to, when life hits me hard, when confusion hits, heck even when I'm so happy that I'd die. You've got many of back ups you don't even realize. And the only one Almighty, Allah swt, ask Him to keep you in a clear track.   

All of this talking, based on what I feel. Sometimes feelings can change so is what I'm saying.