Boring stuff

Goodmorning :) 

I'm not a person who likes to cheat & even if I had to, there must be a crucial reason based on it. 

Basically I'm a normal person, just like everybody else and I always feel that I never good enough. I do have anxiety. Every time. 

I don't really expose about myself to people. I don't like it. I'm not sharing unless you are really special. 
Telling people your story just to earn sympathize is so not me. 
Well we do know how to differentiate the one who is down and need our presence to comfort themselves and the one who just an attention seeker. 

I do hate. I hate things. I hate people. I hate myself. But I'll always find a way how to love myself, how to love people around me, how to love things. There's a way in every finding, do believe. Life is complicated, only people who have faith in Allah, the creator of human being can survive. He knows us the best & he's planning the right thing for each of us ahead. 

I do love. I love my life. I love myself. I love my family. I love my friends. I love every special moment that had been granted for me. And I know, there are more love to be accepted and spent for me in the future. 

I'm not sure. But I think I'm pretty loyal person. Moving on is also not an easy task for me. I'm fragile. I wonder is everyone are the same. I also don't think most of you would claim to be one. Honestly the word fragile does sounds really weak for me. But the good thing is, we never really show who we are. We are good in pretending, all our life we are just a pretender. Well I don't know it's good or otherwise. Who'd have known that. 

Last but not least, don't forget to keep in mind that you are more valuable, greater, stronger, precious than you think. Now that my flirty mind going "how nice if I had someone would always remind me of those things. I'd appreciate that." But no, I don't think I'm good enough and ready to be told like that. Someday. There always be someday for us too. Like who cares. We ourselves got our back.